Thursday, July 29, 2010

"Obsessions make my life worse and my work better." - Stefan Sagmeister


I found this quote today and it is totally me. This explains my everyday battle to be a designer. The obsessions take over, the ocd and the anxiety, but in the end when the chaos settles I am left with satisfying results.

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

The ending is near

Hello, I thought I would write a thought to day. The semester is finally winding down, it feels good not to be so jam packed with work, causing me to continue my homework in my dreams. I am very excited for the summer break, it feels like I have not been home in ages! Although Im already feeling lost with out graphic design and typography! my two favorite classes. I really learned a lot from this semester, such as time management. This is such a big thing to be very conscious about as a designer, everything will be easy going IF you don’t procrastinate or procrastinate about procrastination(which I am known to do). So within these last two weeks of the semester I will be wrapping things up, once finished I will upload the final products for all of you to see,
Excited? I am

Monday, July 19, 2010

I never think of the future, it comes soon enough. by Albert Einstein

unknown artist from Print magazine

Photography! My second love

(Above) Deception

(Above)Pearls and Aviators






Creative writing final

I wake up in the morning
wishing for a good day
when already the panic sets in
as the time ticks, ticks, ticks away

Getting ready for a normal day is a challenge
the rituals are time consuming if not done right,
It’s an everyday battle for me
it’s a never ending fight

you have to stand on a certain side of me
stand to the left, no no now on the right
I’m sorry, please bare with me,
I try to control this monster, this monster with all my might

throughout the day alone, it’s calming
everything spotless, clean, and in its place
although the slightest movement, rearranging
it opens the flood gate for the race

Cleanliness is key in my world
frightened by germs, I picture them in my head
crawling all over everything, contaminating me
with all this sickness to spread

my anxiety takes over, having all the control
this is the constant burden, which I heave
my heart begins to pound, blood pressure starts to rise
I want to be released, please let me leave

It keeps building up a wall inside me
with all emotions becoming numb
the feeling of shortness in breath
that the monster strips me from

not being in control of the inner self
creates a reaction bringing out the obsessive
finding the balance between the two
the yin and yang are quite regressive

constant distractions in my mind never shut up
telling me what to do, what to do, what to do
the compulsion is going into over load
as the time ticks, ticks, ticks away
I can no longer focus, I am in shut down mode


By Kristin Burke


This is a poem is describing the battle that I tend have with my anxiety and my ocd habits. I tried to express how events through out my every day may spike my anxiety that cover my unique compulsions. It was difficult to present this to the class as its an insight on my way of life, but everyone was really supportive even adding in their weird compulsions too. :) thanks guys